The words as they come..

We are living in a world full of surprises, compromises, truth and lies.. Sometimes, you find yourself at sea . As if the whole crowd around you are streaming all around.. and you are still. - observing.. hearing every word.. looking every minute detail.. You seem to absorb it all... the things that others fail to see..  and you are left with a weird feeling.. of ease.. of restlessness... of being weighed down and levitated at the same time.. maybe that's the magic of time.. when seconds just stop for you... that's when you really  see, listen, breathe and live!. Live the moments .. for that's all what 's the risk is worth of.

Its been a while.. Quite a long time..  seems like i have lost all the words...  and it seems like i have lost to the world.. and the  madness that it embraces.. How many times do we have to win and lose ..? How many times can  we lie? How many times can we hide..? We are in a small planet  and in a still smaller world ...
I will take a long journey.. led by no roads.. all i seek is redemption..

If not me.. Then Who?... If not now ..Then When? .... 

All I can say is... Its just me in my Own World.. 

#day 3

May be lunacy is incurable.....

#day 2

 My indecisiveness pulls me down......... I am beating my impulse ........ which now shows me how irresistible .... things can get ..... !  
"I will wait .. I  will wait for..... "      --- "Mumford and sons " song on my head...

# day 1

                        hard times.. aren't they? but only they teach you how good what you had ... and only they make you fight for what you really don't want to lose !